i think special Honour should be given to the One .. God... Many things happened yesterday... in fact reallie a lot of things.. How ungrateful of me, only mention people in my previous entry...

Wadever happen yesterday all seems like a plan from God... In fact, who is the worship leader, support singer.. Drummer, keyboardist, guitarist... to the songs... all seems the prefect setting for me to play for the first time.. God, onli u know i know why.. hehe..

Hard to explain but... is reallie ironic but yet wonderfully plan out... aiya.. wadever lah.. couldn't express it reallie well.. wad is reallie important to me, is God holds his word..

Jeremiah 29:11 - 14
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD , "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.
13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD , "and will bring you back from captivity

i reallie have lots of unpleasant things happening in school.. is reallie like a tormenting for me.. prehaps i didnt' reallie pray about it as time goes by... actually all this while i been only remembering Jeremiah 29:11... but after reading the next few verse... only make me realise how foolish of i.. the answer is rite there~

Qn: but even if i stay humble, they still treated me like shit.. isn't it foolish not to fight back??
An: Time is the main course here... words by "them" is only the side dishes... When the time is right.. people will exalt the humble and those who exalt themselves will be humble...

Luke 14:8 - 11
8"When someone invites you to a wedding feast, do not take the place of honor, for a person more distinguished than you may have been invited.
9If so, the host who invited both of you will come and say to you, 'Give this man your seat.' Then, humiliated, you will have to take the least important place.
10But when you are invited, take the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he will say to you, 'Friend, move up to a better place.' Then you will be honored in the presence of all your fellow guests.
11For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."

Qn:i am despise by other people, because my work doesn't reach their desire standard .. and i have to give my service to my church. What time do i have left...
An:God said, those who honor him, God will honor them, wads there worried? Even GOd who is mighty, don't despise men, so wad rights do men haev to despise one another?? Isaiah 23, is talking about Jesus.. even before he came upon this world, he is say to be "..... a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. ....."


1 Samuel 2:30b
But now the LORD declares: 'Far be it from me! Those who honor me I will honor, but those who despise me will be disdained.

Job 36: 5 -6
5 "God is mighty, but does not despise men;
he is mighty, and firm in his purpose.
6 He does not keep the wicked alive
but gives the afflicted their rights.

Isaiah 53:2 - 3
2 He grew up before him like a tender shoot,
and like a root out of dry ground.
He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him,
nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.
3 He was despised and rejected by men,
a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering.
Like one from whom men hide their faces
he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

Thank God for the comfort... is reallie good to take a rest like this with God.. he heal all wounds and he answer all prayer..

P.s. God speak to different people according to different understand.. it is okie if you dun understand the verse and explaination... Coz... is wad God spoke to me.. Amen..